What a fool! I caved on my 6 month quit. Don't know why, just had the urge a few weeks ago. I "ran the stop sign", went zooming past "go", didn't collect 200 dollars! What I DID collect was a tremendous amount of remorse & I answered the call of the demon! It tasted like poo-poo, so why did I keep on smoking them? If I get bad tasting food, I DON'T take any more bites, so how stupid to keep on smoking them! I am crying, crying, crying! Most days I felt terrific! So I don't know why I ran to that store. My hubby, who quit 1 month before me is doing great, so I did not tell on myself for fear of him caving just because I did. He is over-the-road so he won't be home for about 2 more weeks. I am feeling like the biggest failure & so very pissed at myself! Begin again in the morning; actually I don't have any more now & I won't go & get any. I had 1/2 a year behind me; I feel horrible! I do not want to smoke; I hate it!
