Well, nothing better today. i'm glad I quit but between the headaches, nausea, anxiety, dizziness, muscle cramping.... <sigh>
Talking to people on here helps, reading others stories that are going through the same thing. Seeing that others are going through emotional trauma also and understand what you'r saying is nice, because most people just don't get it. They don't understand how devistating it is or why it would be... they just say, "I'm sure it's tough..." but with a blank stare. I feel depressed, empty, like part of me is missing and I know how stupid it is, but I still feel that way.
I thank everyone for listening and do appreciate all your blogs also, please don't hold back.