Good morning Ex family. Today marks two weeks without smoking. I have to admit that yesterday was tough going. My husband and I had an argument and I was reeling. At one point I was saying "I'll show you" and then decided that I wasn't going to be showing anyone anything. Smoking would not have made anything better. I was only going to be hurting myself. So, why should I hurt myself when the argument was hurting me enough. What did make it better? Writing my letter to G_d, reading my 12 step book, walking, and coming here to post. This morning I walked and talked to G_d the whole time and was able to turn my anger and resentment over to him. I feel much better today and am looking forward to not smoking. I hope everyone is having a nice weekend and thanks for being there.
💕Michelle
