Thinking about quiting again. I messed up after not very long being quit.
Got married in June, changed my name and e-mail if anyone had it.
I have been on disability for a year now. My back is a mess and I can't sit or stand or lay for very long at a time. I've been through all kinds of fu***** up treatments and nothing helps so far. Going in to try nerve-burning soon.
I'm aware that my smoking may be making it worse. And I'm aware that I need to quit smoking. I'm SO aware! I need to change my thinking, I need to remember why I wanted to quit in the first place. I need to start preparing myself to quit. But every time I do that, something happens to shoot me down again.
Ugh....
My name is Linda and I'm a stupid idiot nicotine addict.