It's actually 28 days today,but I find myself very busy,and Saturday(my 30th day)is booked solid so this will have to serve as my one month quit blog.
I really have little fear of no man's land,I believe that to be a bit of a misnomer as many of you have navigated it successfully.I have all of you to help me through it,and I feel good about the impending journey.
That being said,I had a crazy smoking dream last night.It actually took me a few minutes to realize that I had not slipped for real after I woke up! I will share a few details of the dream,hope I don't freak anyone out.
Okay,I just got done writing out the aforementioned dream and it was so wierd that it freaked ME out!So I just deleted it! Sorry. Suffice to say,it ended with me smoking,then buying a pack,chain smoking,feeling guilty,and contemplating having to tell all of you that I had slipped,big time.To top it off,I was not sure that I would have the strength to quit again!
Hmmm,maybe deep down I DO have a fear of no mans land.Either way,I walk into it willingly,step by step,day by day,and plan on emerging victorious. Oops,where has the time gone.Gotta run.Have a great day,all.
