A little help from my friends

[toby7]

Hey gang, I need your help. I HATE going public with this because I don’t want to discourage any new quits here. I am on day 52 and have been struggling the past couple days. Until now my urges have passed easily and left me alone for awhile but they have really been tugging at me lately. I am almost to the “just one” point. Why is this happening now??? I thought by now I would be a “happy quitter” too!!!!!!! I bought “The easy way” this weekend hoping it would help but haven’t had much time to read. Think I will read some now after this blog. I really feel bad after acting so cocky about how easy my quit has been. The urges aren’t painful so why is my mind playing hard ball now???