It’s Wednesday and I’m hoping for a better day today. Yesterday was a tough one. I didn’t post because I was struggling a lot with cravings to smoke. sometimes the stress piles up… Paperwork on the desk gets overwhelming and the animals all want attention. Calls to return and appointments to keep. I used to be able to take my breaks and go out side to relax and have a smoke. I’m still struggling with what to do when stress hits with great force. Yesterday I took a long walk in the morning with the dogs, and then ended up going for a long drive in the country. My car is still in the shop so I have a rental, A Dodge charger than I have fallen in love with! It has power and it is fast. I don’t want to give it up when mine is done! Can you really fall in love with a car, yes I think you can! Because I have🙃! Anyway, she was my stress relief yesterday. We went for a long drive, sometimes going faster than we should have, with the sunroof open and the windows down and just let all the stress blow away! It worked! I came home feeling relaxed and happy. I guess in these early days you do whatever it takes! I made it through another day. Day 27 and counting!
Day 8 of Quitting aka A better Life!
A better day.
A sad day yesterday, better today.
