It’s hard to believe that I had an awful “smoking dream” last night! When I woke up this morning, I thought about having a cigarette! OMG! But… because I remembered too that literally… my whole life was wrapped around “When can I have another cigarette!”
Now I am not saying this post will motivate anyone else B U T, in the end my awesome quit of 1,263 days would be immediately destroyed if I lit up!
And the most terrible outcome would be that I would be “totally hooked” again! And my hard work at becoming free from smoking and being so much healthier would be lost in an instant!
It took me four attempts to stop smoking! And each of the four times I caved in, to the Nicotine “nightmare” I felt so bad and so beaten it was horrible! But I didn’t give up! Those of us that stay with our quits are the lucky ones! Those of us that believe in God, feel truly blessed when we quit! Yes, it’s hard… but it’s not impossible! And the quicker your quit, the better health you will have to live your remaining days!
I hit my “bottom” when I got pneumonia almost four years ago and had to “strap on” an oxygen machine and have little tubes up my nose so I could breathe in enough oxygen…
Trust me when I say that you truly, will never regret smoking once you stop and stay stopped! If I can do it and feel complete after F I F TY plus years of smoking, you can too! And we are all here to help you do just that! Rosemary
