Today is the 1st day of the rest of my life without a cigarette, I woke this morning at 6am I have made it a whole 7 hours whoohooooo….. I am 41 years old and have been smoking from the age of 12 (29 years) and I just don’t want to do it another day, I feel like I am in a love/hate relationship right now I love to smoke-I hate the smell / I love to have a smoke after I eat-I hate the smell / I love to smoke when I am out drinking-I hate the smell - This list goes on and on and on and on It feels like it is a boyfriend I have been wanting to break up with for year but just couldn’t let go..
I had lymphoma a number of years back am in remission I smoked threw my cancer treatments, because of my choice of treatments I am a high risk of lung cancer add smoking on to that and I am screwed.. My oncologist told me years ago if you don’t stop smoking you will get lung cancer and I probably will not be able to save you!!!
I need help!!!!!!!!!! I need help now!!!! I do not want to die of lung cancer I need help!!!!!!!!
Any suggestions would be great!!!
