6 Days and counting.

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I got my reminder this morning for Christmas that my date is close.   Don't I know it for sure.  I went to the dr Wednesday because I am having all kinds of tension headakes.  He noticed I was a bit nervous, had some symptoms he wants checked out by a neurologist.  Darn head pain, but what he did was give me a medication called Buspar. He said, you are a bit panicky.  LOL  No kidding doc.  So now I have another tool to help me on my quit date.  It amazes me how the panic sets in.  I need to go back and speed read again how to adjust my own brain washing that it will be a myserable experience.

I don't know how I can be more armed than I am right now and I am ready reguardless of what my body thinks. LOL

The only problem I can see that will be my major battle is with the mate.  Sigh.  He has already talked himself out of the quit date with me.  I am more and more amazed at his arguements about not smoking and why as I realize I was and am to some degree, doing this as well.

So, I am planning on doing this alone because it is the decision I have made for ME.

Thanks all for your blogs and post. IT helps me know that I am not alone and that is a great support.

I will do this and be glad I have.

Merry Christmas every one.

Mel