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59 days since I chose my quit date

joyamber
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1 11 29

Hi Everyone I was cleaning one day and i found 4 pieces of 4 mg nicorette gum in my drawer.  without much thought i ate two pieces that night i enjoyed the feeling i got from it  even though i was messing with my days being nicotine free.  the following day i ate the last two pieces i had and i felt horrible like i wanted to throw up.   I feel in some ways it was perfect that i found those pieces because my romantizing about the gum is over. i no longer want to buy it or chew it.  I am done with obsessing about it.  I have learned my life is better without it  i hit the ive slipped up button on the website  i dont want to change my quit date because i feel i am permanently done with the gum. Sorry to let every down but i feel better now  the allen car book really helped.  i never did buy any more i just couldnt say no when it was in my hands at home.  should i change my quit date to the day i had the gum and stat over?

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