Sorry I haven't been blogging, it seems the more I obsess and think about smoking, its not good for me,. And honestly, it wasn't the nightmare I was expecting. The only things that are bothering me is the sweet tooth, of course, a WEE bit of irritability, and more recently, sadness. I'm not sure if its a letdown from the smoking, or missing a friend I've had by my side for 35 years. Whatever the case, that's all behind me now. My 7 years sober was yesterday too now both my demons are in remission. I want all the new people out there to know this is a great site, and if I can do it, anyone can do it. Cut yourselves some slack about the weird feelings. Dont ever take one puff, its so easy to bargain with yourself, especially if your pissed off, lonely, bored, triggered, just come on here and be with family. I'll check in more often. Be strong!!! I never, ever, ever thought I'd be at this place!! love kim
