So i'm still not an ex yet...what should i do??....today i woke up telling myself i'm just going to start this quitting today!!! but as soon as i got in the car i lit up a cig. i hated myself, i did though (this is not an excuse) get some really bad news last night, well basically my girlfriend and i are staying in a house of close friends rent free!!!
well my gf is the only one working right now cuz i just got terminated from a really good job, our plans were to save up enough money to get possibly a house of our owns and we were saving and who knew this would happen, anywho the bad news is we are going to have to move out of here soon and my gf started to cry really bad last night we are both scared to death but still having my hopes up (me being the nervous rack that i am) because at least one of us is working we do have some money saved up but probably not enough to make this months car payment and...............argghhhh!!! who gives a shit-----i think i'm just stressing myself typing this crap on here----
the BIG picture is i need to stop buying cigarettes and start saving that money for a new place to live----how can i do this---the strong people in here please give me---or wait anybody that can PLEASE GIVE ME ALL THE TIPS YOU CAN ON HOW YOU STARTED BEING AN EX---WHAT SHOULD I DO AT THIS POINT WHAT IN THE WORLD CAN ANYBODY GIVE ME A HELPING HAND OR A LITTLE TISSUE TO WIPE MY BUGERS WITH HERE!!......anything would help alot, thanks
p.s- I would love to hear any 1st day experiences. please do tell me, let's sit and have a cup of tea or anything else you'd like to drink it's on me...(virtually) 😄
