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45 days and so crabby

ReallyReal
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Well, I guess it is a good thing Halloween isn't far away because I've had my witch outfit on for the last several days.  Oh gosh, I really dislike how crabby I've been feeling.  Today I was thinking that smoking might make me less crabby--and I am still thinking that.  I am still smober but tired of this horrible feeling, like an anger under the surface.  And none of the people who know me well would say this is typical for me, they don't see me as an angry person.

Any helpful thoughts or words for me?

Last night I watched a video on basic crochet and I am keeping busy by crocheting a beenie today.  I have been keeping busy, but I feel an underlying crabbiness that is unsettling to me.  ---Raissa

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I am 59 years old and love my four dogs and two cats, all strays I couldn't turn away. I love to be outside in my yard, watching the birds or puttering around in the dirt. I am so grateful that I let go of those inner voices that kept telling me, It is too late to quit smoking, or, Why quit now? I am so looking forward to being smoke-free.