This is a true milestone. I am so happy to be smoke free for 40 days! I am almost where I was before my last screw up around the 4th of July. I had reached 50 days and thought I would try to sneak a cigarette here and there. Probably out of boredom. I've been thinking of cigarettes here lately and I have gained a few pounds...but I keep telling myself it's just a temporary problem. Once i get a little further in my quit, I'll be able to do something about the weight gain. I am not going to blow it this time. There is no point in cheating or sneaking around. I want to be true to myself, true to my quit.
