Day 2 will be done by the time I get out of work (or shortly after). On my way to work I drive by the store and a little voice says ' stop and get a pack no one needs to know - no one will find out' I think about it and keep on driving.
Because I'm on zyban (I think thats why anyway) I haven't put ashtrays away - I get in my car in the mornings and practically gag from the smell - which makes it that little bit easier to drive past the store. Over the next couple weeks, I will get my car detailed and clean out the ashtrays etc (boxing up the gifty ones - my niece just brought us one from Rome).
My husband has been pretty supportive, considering he wasn't at all the last time I quit. He bought all kinds of snacks last night and will stop smoking his cigars - I told him he could smoke on the deck or front porch but he said no.
A little antsy today - I am back in my regular job - which is a maintenance shop in a chemical plant, complete with 3 non-union guys, 18 union guys and me - only female in the bunch (and non-union) but they treat me pretty good. Unfortunately, about 75% are my daytime smoking buddies and unlike yesterday, today I will need to walk past the 'smoke shack'. But I made sure I have lots to do - have a ton of work and filing - a ton (well not quite) of water.
If all else fails (@ Nancy) there is a freezer in the building next to me and I will run out at lunch and get lemons. Ha, ha.
One thing I noticed that strikes me as funny/weird. A lot of my friends (personal) don't give a rats a$$ that I'm quitting, yet strangers on here do. Just strikes me as a little weird is all.
Anyway, love, hugs and all my support out there for anyone struggling. One day at a time - deep breaths!
We can all do this together!!!!
Have a blessed day all!
Laura
