This is getting harder instead of easier. I expected that once the nicotine was out of my system it would be better but nooooooooo.I'm so tired of thinking about it. I'll hit a trigger and there it comes, seems like it crosses my mind all the time and I'm having a hard time saying No, I don't smoke anymore, screw you. I started out so confident and now I feel like I'm sliding down a very slippery slope. Help, please!