Face the symptoms. Willingly accept the symptoms. FLOAT relax the body...breath gently, deeply, relish the feel of the clean fresh air entering , filling, and drifting away again.LET TIME PASS.
Time passes! I have days behind me in a new life. A life vibrant with emotion and feeling and activities. Yeah, not all of those pleasant. And some of them very pleasant. Like the enthusiasm of my son over this success I am bringing into our family after he has brought so much success and pride himself in his behavior and achievements. I am a part of something now. Part of a shift that is so beneficial for all who enter this domain we share.And I can play all the notes on my guitar! The new one. The one my son gave me. The one that is to big for me and sometimes I wrap my leg around it and play it like with the neck on my shoulder.
I have been facing the underlining 'issues' that have attached to me like fly's to fly paper. Older now, I can take these misconceptions and misunderstandings and ply the tatters from the emotional storms that rage in my unconscious/semi-conscience?/conscious mind...and do a part of making friends, amends and peace within my physical body ...perhaps one day on this side of the veil of time....and where I so hope to find peace in the hearts of those I love, those I would love, those who love me and those who have seen my pain and turn away.
Half a month! HALF! that is a lot of month, right there. You know what I am saying here, I know.
