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4:00 AM Wide Awake

smp101
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Went to bed at 11 PM woke up about 3AM. Wide awake and have been up since. When I was younger there was a song out that said "I'll sleep when I'm dead". I'm On day 24. Voices are reassuring me that if I just go have a smoke all this turmoil will go away. These voices are quite the seductive mistress and are very appealing. I'll make it through today, because I want to. Period. It's interesting to see how my mind works and how this addiction will say and/or do anything to persuade me and entice me. How could an addiction possibly lie. HAHAHA

I will have a good day today, this site and all of your support keeps me going. Maybe I can get some work done early, then have time for a nap when everyone else is just getting up. Sounds like a plan to me.

See Ya.

Stephen

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