3 days in ..

[lackluster]

The cravings are out of control this morning. Trying to let each one just roll right off of me. It's taking everything I have not to completely break down & go buy a pack. I'd never forgive myself if I did that though. It always seems to be the worst in the mornings, or when I'm alone.

I do love the fact that I can already feel a difference in my breathing. Despite hacking up a lung every 15 mins or so - I can actually take a DEEP breath again. I haven't been able to do that for YEARS! 🙂

Crazy smoking dreams have also began. Even at night, I think about smoking, lol. Guess it's all part of the process, right?