I dreamed I bought a pack of cigarettes and I sat down and smoked 3 of them back to back. All the time I was thinking, what about all of that suffering I had done in the previous couple of weeks. It didn't matter I kept puffing. I woke up startled. I couldn't believe I did that. I was so disappointed in myself. Eventhough I'm looking at day 16, I'm still having urges to smoke. When will this go away???
