Nicotine has been a constant in my life for a decade. A decade of love/hate. But being dependent on a substance that controls your every thought and future thoughts is a life of slavery. I will take control of my life back and rely on my motivators to help me see this through. I do not need nicotine to survive, I need to quit nicotine to survive. I want to live a long life. What was life even like before nicotine?