1 Month :-)

[MissiAnn]

So... here I am about to head off to bed. I'm feeling good with the thought I went through the whole month of June without cigarettes. Not even one puff! The world didn't end....I didn't flip out nor did the people around me. I am fine....actually I'm better than fine.  I feel great and I'm ready for another month.

I can help to think about my "other quits" And how this is the longest I've been quit for. Well since I was a teen(Back then I smoked on and off). But most of the other times I even had trouble making through one day! A couple times I made a week. The time before this quit was 2 years ago. When I slipped and I had decided that I couldn't do it. It was just too hard. So what is different this time?? This time I really want to quit. No ands, buts or ifs! I took a lot of time praying for a deep desire to quit. I talked to myself about all the time. "Do ya really want to.. huh huh? Are you sure? You have to want it!" LOL ,But yes I really did. I also learn all I could, then finally....I decided it was time and that was that. I know that it is still early and I will have to protect my quit and be on guard. But I know I am done with it. Just simply done.

 I'm sticking to N.O.P.E