catzmiao I know exactly how you feel, it's like losing a very best friend, it is depressing and I think we have to greive...or sort of like a really bad relationship where we think we will never feel better, only when our hearts get broken, the do eventually feel better, and shit, I have to believe that we will feel better eventually. Hang in there--fuck cigarettes, they are not worth it! right? here I am questioning it every minute too....allow yourself this time of loss, because it is a loss, cigarettes were always there for you, for fun, for tears, for comfort, and now they are gone---it sucks!
