I woke up to my morning (1030 pm) with one thought, one truth, I have let the lie win. I caved before giving myself the strength to do what I know I can do. I have done this before but then I let the pain win, I didn't let my strength support me. I have a new song that I need to listen to for my strength, I suggest to anyone that reads this, to listen to it. It may very well define your quit like it has defined mine.
Song: Superheroes - The Script.
To answer your question El, I am struggling, but I will learn to fly.
Thank you all for all the help, I will succeed, I will NOT fail.
My name is Matthew and I am a recovering addict
