Christmas is coming and I'm just not ready for it. I have been unmotivated, and a slug lately.
But........I do have good days too. Today it's cold, but sunny, but very windy.
I am going to cook myself filet mignon, baked potato with sour cream and chives, and have a salad too with that for Christmas Day. I have seen my grandson 2x the last two weeks! That makes me very happy.
My lights are on outside and I have my tree up too. I am hoping to be in the Christmas spirit next week.
Because we are under such tight restrictions, we will have our Christmas in July!! LOL, I always wanted to do that.
Covid sucks, but we will all be ok, as long as we can reach out if we have difficulty. I am missing Brian, but that is to be expected. The thing I miss the most about him is his off the wall sense of humour, my man had no filter, LMAO!! I also miss talking to him, and yes, him telling me what to do. The quit is going hard right now. Some days I just don't want to exist. Mornings are still my tough time of day.....I know I don't really want to smoke and choke. There are so many self-improvements I need to make in the New Year. I love you all. I am here every day, to read and post, even the days I just don't want to. xo
