I've Been Avoiding You

Blog Post created by pmt on Jun 29, 2019

I haven't been on our site for a week now, ashamed.  After a tragic loss last Friday the 21st  I bought a pack and smoked them all in 2 1/2 days.  Went 3 days without and then yep, bought another.  Just got out of bed and smoked my last.  Tomorrow will be day 1, and I'm praying for a day Won.  I'm concerned because I do not feel as strong about my quit as I did 2 months ago when I jumped on board with all of you.

I've spent the last hour reading various conversations attempting to get my frame of mind back into this quit and will read some more before retiring back to bed.  Picked up Alan Carrs book a couple days ago and started re-reading it.  Gotta get my head wrapped around this once again.

Till tomorrow my friends, and thank you for being here!