I can make it any day.
Boredom is my biggest weakness. I would rather continue my boredom than face what I’m feeling. Maybe boredom is the wrong word. Maybe it’s loneliness.
Regardless of word choice- I didn’t smoke today. Taking the pledge and remembering I took the pledge throughout the day helped me a lot. Also just thinking. Just today I won’t smoke. That helped a lot.
Not going to lie- I tore my house apart and my car apart looking for cigarettes. But I didn’t find any. I didn’t ask my friends for one or stop for one when I left the house.
One small step step for Julia. (That’s me).
Thank God. All I can say is thank god. Because I am absolutely lacking in any willpower whatsoever!!
