Day one

[noknowing]

Scared 

worried

Feverish

a million deceptions flood my brain

like- this must have been a bad day

try again tomorrow

Just quit trying. 

Deep breath. 

and then

peace 

and I know it will be all right

wait stop

write that down! 

Later you will forget 

that everything passes. 

Everything passes

everything will be all right 

again.