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To My Sister

mivida2018
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To my sister who is loosing her battle with freedom from smoking.

Friday will be that day that she will be disconnected from Life Support. I won't know what happens.

God has the Last word.  But I wrote this.

                                 To You my Sister my Mother my Friend

You are in my Hearth where only God can see .The whole world can Judge me. But I know and you Know we share so many moments together so may laughs that it would be hard to count. The adventures thank you sis for been my Mother for 43 years thank you for rescuing me when I was down thank you for teaching me how to work how to survive in a country that it wasn't mine Thank you for helping me when I was down you were my strength when my Mother wasn't there and you know why because she made you strong and Life made us stronger and together we came as one because my Mother was so strong . Thank you for been there when things where wrong you made it wright. You love me and very unique way that you had an maybe no one could Understand but I did. I am everything I am because of you because of you and all my sis that help me and this 43 years of my adult life Thank you

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My Name is Patty I am 60 years old. I stared smoking at the age of 14 I have no Idea that one day I was going to quit cold turkey. But here I am this is the first New Year and Xmas that I celebrate without being smoking. I have cry over this addiction I feel that I left a friend. A friend that was taking my health my Money and having control over me. It hasn't been easy But I am proud to say that I am on almost two months and a half since I had my last smoke. I want everyone to know that there is help there is hope and that there is so many like you and me so you are not alone. I never tougth it was a problem or I had a problem I used to run a Marathon, 5k. 10k and never had a problem. Until one day it was affecting my health and I was told by my niece that my sisters lungs collapse and went to the hospital but still didn't stop but on September 2017 I got a magazine and there it was Freedom from Smoking and it was free how lucky I was so I decided to go. I learn so much about nicotine and how to deal with the process of my addiction. Also I learn that I need it the help of Higher Power. I went to church and got into a program call CR Celebrating Recovery. The rest is all up to me.