All I can say is if you're new here do the suggested reading stay close make some friends and welcome to your new beautiful authentic self. I can't believe the amazing things that have happened in my life and who I have become in five years of freedom! The best thing is that I've found my true compassion and become vegan and with that an amazing chef! That's just not something I ever even thought or dreamed about but it has come to be! You never know what is in store for your heart and soul on the other side of the smoke screen! Thank you to all my ex-friends who made this possible I'm so incredibly profoundly grateful and happy today! pir8fan Giulia Youngatheart.7.4.12 Thomas3.20.2010 SkyGirl johio jonescarp.aka.dale.Jan_2007 Thank you for helping me save my own life!!!