Today has been a train wreck here at work, BUT I have not gave into my addiction. Yay me!! I am struggling, but drinking my water and I splurged on a not so healthy drink, but it taste wonderful and made me smile. After a bad issue at work that should have been a learning experience, instead I was belittled, I went to the bathroom and just cried it out. I wanted to smoke so bad, but I stayed strong! NOPE!!!!!!!!!!