WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!

[coreinstincts]

Nothing is ever easy in life. If you want it bad enough you best be willing to fight and fight hard for what you want! I have been feeling like I have been moving through a dream lately and like nothing is real. This started ever since I quit smoking and my fight to keep what sanity I do have. I feel like I am sleepwalking. No this is someone else's life and I am just looking through their eyes. I almost missed my son's Birthday yesterday. right now all I want to do is sleep. 

I fall into zone out or what the disability would call it space out moments all the time...

 I am leaving this unfinished because I am going back to bed and to sleep, I cannot seem to wake up anymore.