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My mane is john and i just got out of the hosp yestreday and I was in there for 6 days and i came home on 02.. I go on the 29th to see how bad the COPD is.. I smoke a pack aday and have for 44/45yrs.. I took mthe patch off yesterday and quit the gum as well but at 7pm tonight it almost got the best of me,, hard to breathe right now but I still want to smoke ,, I am on bed rest and I have to much time on my hands.. can anyony help me????