It feels kinda who gives a shit, yep high Bp readings. Nodule, in my lung "me too".... Horrid quality of life.
Barely able to walk the dog, get the house clean, A gazillion steps in our house. Gotta use then to get to and fro for everything.
I wanna smoke.
What is wrong with me? I did care. I dont right now. Just wanna smoke. I am upset about life. But we all have messes. IDK.
It is frustrating not to feel like I care; I just want to go have one or two or more.
Happy Saturday.
Off for the day. I probably wont smoke cuz Dean is home. He would freak!
But, deep inside I feel a F* it!
Yup could be me very soon!
Can anyone help me to care? IDK
Cuz I pretty much don't, care.
Just want to smoke and be happy, again.
YUP!
Ya poor me, right?
Wrong! I just want to smoke, no justifications.
Just want to scratch my itches.
I will be gone for awhile, lots of errands to do with hubby! I will catch up to you later this afternoon or early eve.
Happy Saturday everyone.
All Is Well No Smoking!!***********************************
