Heck Week

[TriGirl]

While I am still committed to this quit, I actually feel like this week is HARDER than last. Last week, I had SO much enthusiasm to be a non-smoker and be free. I ran 8 miles so much faster and easier than usual and that was motivating, but I'm losing steam. It feels like a fight in myself this week, where last week didn't. 

I think it's really the husband home with pneumonia thing. He's TRYING to be helpful. Dinner last night was a marvelous surprise. And I had double classes tonight so he took care of himself and the kids. I'm bringing myself home a salad. But the TV, TV, TV is really annoying to come home to and live with every day. As a matter of fact, it's so bad, I'm sitting in the parking lot of the gym typing this with no desire to return. Maybe tonight I'll try the puzzle and headphones. I will not divert to Quick Chek. I will not divert to Quick Chek!!!