Checking in and meh

Blog Post created by TBenyi on Jul 12, 2018

Hi guys,


I'm on day 37 and the past few days have stepped down to the second patch, 2 weeks earlier than recommended.

Hubby is on day 17 and doing pretty good cold turkey.


I'm finding I'm getting stronger cravings again, just when I thought I had them in hand. Likely due to less nicotine again. I have been trying to decide if I should continue with the patch or just stop all nicotine all together.


I am already getting tired of fighting and I feel like if I had just gone cold turkey to begin with I'd be mostly better now. Though on the other hand I also know that I wouldn't have made it this far without the help.


I am considering not putting a patch on tomorrow as I still have a few left and see how it goes. If I can make it through great. If not I will have a patch to put on and I guess I will know my answer.


At the moment my thoughts are just spinning and we have a huge thunderstorm with flickering power so I'll just post this for now.


Meh I feel like I'm starting all over again just from stepping down on the strength of patch.