Well going to vent at first, I was out in the barn setting up fans to cool off over heated baby goat's before they had heat exhaust cause it was a high 85 here yesterday, as you or if you don't no my hubby is a truck driver and is not home only 1 to 2 nights a week well he called my daughter said mom doesn't want to see you or even talk to you which she denied, well my 3 year old grand son said yes she did grand ma well I was so mad I could have killed her but the part you need to be proud of me is I didn't even think about lighting up a sickette. I no I am proud of my self. I think I'm pass the wanting now if I can get my brain receptor to stop making me think I need one then I'll feel a whole lot better. Today is 45 days for me wow I've made it further than anytime I've tried to quit. One day and 1 step at a time I'm so glad I four d this site. Thanks to all of you that have helped me get this far. On word and upward. And I still VOW never to smoke again as long as I live.