It's hard to find the words

Blog Post created by MichelleDiane on Mar 19, 2018

When I first started in this community back in January I felt that posting daily was a wonderful way to be involved and proactive in my journey.  I still believe visiting this community is vital to my quit.  Ever since I relapsed last week, I can't seem to find words to blog about.  I am reading many things and making some comments while also clicking on the helpful and life buttons when I am moved.  Today is my first day back.  It's been good.  I can't say that I have had worse urges, thoughts, or craves different than before I quit, just a lot more sadness.  I have Allen Carr's book with me and have been reading it and writing passages or statements that stir me onto an index card notebook.  I am hoping to add some of my own positive quotes.  Just a little melancholy.  Trying to find my voice again.