I put off coming here today because I didn't like the feeling of letting those of you who I hold in the highest esteem down. I made a choice this morning. It was to smoke. I feel conflicted right now and do not know when or if I will jump on the freedom train. I am not making excuses because there are none. Thank you all for your support and time. I know you could have done many things in the time you spent helping me. You are all wonderful. I am sorry that I am delivering news that nobody was expecting nor wanted to hear. Bless all of you.