Many have been having struggles of late.
It pains me when I hear people suffering through . It is one of the best things anyone can do for themselves . I know that hard to see the good sometimes in the midst of a struggle , or many struggles, but that's when you believe. That's when you listen to what others are saying and believe . Let it bring you strength when you feel weak . It will pass . You don't have to give away your quit for it to get better.
Look around the forum . Look for those who are on the active list with a quit even A DAY LONGER than yourself . Check the many many profiles . Those people are your future if you stick out your struggles today .
You can do this , from start , to finish .