starting with RAGE. Road rage, teenager rage. Those are the two types of rage I've got, on a regular basis. Road rage I've never noticed, because I always smoked like a FIEND whilst driving. I suppose it numbed me to the rage. But lately, I've been shaking my fists with the best of them;-)
Teenagers. They're hard. I've got a few under my roof.
its safe to say that on any given day, one of my teenager sent me to my back porch in a fiery rage. (Please know, YES i love them dearly, and I'm a "normal" mom)
These normal life occurrences coupled with the occasional hubby fight have allowed me to come to the conclusion that anger is my biggest trigger. It's the ONLY time in which I actually don't know what to do with myself. Counting to 10? Nope. Doesn't work. I've become the worst thing ever- a YELLER. I'm not proud, but it's true.
Hopefully this passés as I gather more coping mechanisms, but as of now, is kinda rough.
Thanks for listening!!! Xoxox