Friends, I lost it. I lost it. I gave it away and I lost my quit, lost my mind and didn't see it coming. I thought the arbitration was over. The contractor had until midnight Sunday to pay me the pittance of $5100 through arbitration. He didn't. He just didn't do it. Then they sent me a letter saying I would have to go to the sheriff and civil court and it would start all over again.
Bad excuse but it was hours into my quit and I lost it. Lost my quit, lost my mind and spiraled into sheer panic. I can't do this, I can't do this, I just can't keep doing this!!! The stress. Is it worth the $5100? I don't know. I need the money. I lost over 10K and, and, and....
It's all a bunch of BS. Smoking doesn't make it any better, any easier, any different.