Lauralives

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Blog Post created by Lauralives on Oct 23, 2018

Friends,  I lost it.  I lost it.  I gave it away and I lost my quit, lost my mind and didn't see it coming.  I thought the arbitration was over.  The contractor had until midnight Sunday to pay me the pittance of $5100 through arbitration.  He didn't.  He just didn't do it. Then they sent me a letter saying I would have to go to the sheriff and civil court and it would start all over again.

Bad excuse but it was hours into my quit and I lost it.  Lost my quit, lost my mind and spiraled into sheer panic.  I can't do this, I can't do this, I just can't keep doing this!!!  The stress.  Is it worth the $5100?  I don't know.  I need the money.  I lost over 10K and, and, and....

It's all a bunch of BS.  Smoking doesn't make it any better, any easier, any different.  

Laura

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