So I woke up this morning feeling like I was going to not make it through the day without smoking. The thoughts that were running through my mind were your low-income you're not working right now so you never have any money and you probably won't for a while so you won't be able to afford to buy another vehicle which means you'll have to keep taking public transportation which is inconvenient and on and on and on so on and so on and so on just feeling like I'm on my on the pity pot so I'm realizing that this is no different than my other addictions alcohol and drugs it says the same things to me it's just a mind game you know and I'm used to giving into it so I need to break that habit somehow and not give into it so I'm not giving up where I'm at. Going to just keep trying
