God damn f****** nicotine addiction I'm tempted to smoke I went to Walmart and did my shopping and I had $9 left in my checking account and I was considering going through the smoking aisle and buying a pack of cigarettes and a lighter but I didn't. It's amazing how strong this addiction is even though I understand intellectually that my brain has been duped by nicotine addiction into believing that I need that next fix of a cigarette I still want to smoke and that just goes to show me that this is an addiction not as the same as alcohol or drugs and if I was able to recover from those I should be able to recover from this so I'm trying to like just pray to have God remove this craving from me.
