Okay so I just woke up from a nap and the first thing I felt like doing the smoking my disease was telling me what the hell all you have is $9 left in your checking account you could afford to buy one pack of cigarettes and since you would have to start all over again you might as well light up and finish the entire pack in one day. Well I'm being lazy and just staying in my pajamas so I won't walk to the store and I started eating something instead. I'm going with this is just my disease talkin and it's a lie and it's been a lie all of my life since I was 13 years old I'm now 54 going on 55 I wonder what all this smoking is done to my lungs.
