Well I'm not needing motivation anymore. I was feeling like I was stuck in a place where I couldn't push myself to try. It was just blah blah blah on fit on top of another. Making me feel crappy.
Then all sorts of stressful stuff of life started happening at the same time, of course. Stuff I don't even want to talk about. That old "friend" kept inviting me to sit down and chill for just one minute. Sometimes I reminded myself what I'm doing this for. Sometimes I just told him to take a hike!
Now I feel stronger and I'm glad all that adversity came along. I feel closer to having the will to say NOPE That will be a day I will breath easier and celebrate!