Why did I keep the whole set of vaping device and all accessories in my mom's closet till yesterday?
Your guess is as good as mine!
Here was an EXcuse: I was going to take it home to my niece in Romania (she smokes nearly 3 paks/day), but she has no desire to quit, and as we all know, no one but one self can make the decision, do I did not.
Then I thought (another EXplanation for holding onto it), maybe my friend at work would want to use it as I did, as a quitting aid, but even if he quit while sick, 1 month after quadruple bypass, he started smoking again, and has not reached the point of decision.
We all know by now that anything in this text starting with EX is jut the lie I was telling myself every time I was thinking about it! Something to hold on to my smoking past, maybe, one day, what if, yes, it is the naked truth of how my addicted mind was working.
But it changed eventually, and yesterday, the whole bag of smoking paraphernalia went to garbage.
Because I have no intent to ever go there again, and the gesture was an act of faith in my ability to keep my quit as intact as it is now, at 980 DOF!
I hope you'll have faith in yourself, and believe with all your might, that you too, can guard your quit for the rest of your lives!