AnnetteMM

Evenings are the hardest

Blog Post created by AnnetteMM on Jan 15, 2018

I now have 21 Days of Freedom - 3 whole weeks nicotine free! I find that I'm okay during the day because I have morning routines and I can keep busy until about 3:00 or 4:00 every afternoon.  That's when the urge to get in the car and drive to the store hit the hardest. It would be the easiest thing in the world to do. I run the scenario through my mind: get my boots on, grab my wallet and keys, drive to the store, use cash or debit card.  I mean, I run every detail through my head. I can even visualize myself on the front porch, wiping the snow off the outside ashtray I keep for visitors, lighting up.

 

And then I don't.

 

That's it. I don't get my boots on. I don't grab my wallet and keys. I keep the car in the driveway. I keep my lazy ass in the chair. And I stay free.

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