Hey yall!
I'm seriously surprised to say that I've made it 71 days without a puff! It gets easier every day. Yesterday, (Monday) I didn't even think about smoking all day. Saturday was different though, I thought about smoking on and off all day, so there are a lot of ups and downs but I'm tough and determined. I've stopped avoiding certain things, and I've even joined my friends for cocktails every Friday evening for the past month. They all smoke and I join them outside so that I'm not missing out on the social part of smoking. I'm not gonna lie, sometimes it really makes me want one but I know better. Missing out on the social part of smoking really makes me want to smoke. My hubby still tries to hide from me when he's getting his fix and it makes me miss him. I feel like I'm not in the "club" anymore. Not that it's a club that I want to be in, I just miss it.
I recently received a promotion and I've been really busy getting into the swing of things at work. I can't believe it's been so long since I've been on here! I have the day off today so I'm going to get some reading done on here. I hope you are all doing well!
AmandaJ
